If my tears were up for sale, I would probably be a billionaire now.

Dear God,
Even if you wanna tear me apart, will you do it after my O levels?
I really can't imagine how things would be like if you were to tear me apart before O levels.
My one last chance to make things right.
I really don't wanna miss that golden chance.
Suddenly, I have this phobia of failing.
Give me the strength to pull through these obstacles.

22nd June 2009

Happy 18th Birthday
My BabyPigEggWhiteFattyWinnieThePoohPoison!
For once in my life, I felt so busy.
Slept at 6plus in the morning
Cause I was busy thinking of ideas for his birthday present.
Wakie at 10plus.
Met Gladys at Ave 1.
After which, we bused down to Houg Mall.
Bought all the necessary stuff.
Bused down to Houg Point and get the rest of the stuff which I didn't managed to get from Mall.
Walked back home from Houg Point. (Tiring sehxz)
On the way back, Gladys stopped at the Coffee Shop near my place to packet lunch back.
(I skipped my lunch cause I know I will not have the time to eat.)
Rested awhile when I reached home.
Aftermath, I started baking.
Thank God!
It was success at my first attempt.
Made my 爱心便当 after baking the cake.
It was around 5.30 when I am done with all my cooking.
Carried on with his present and birthday card.
Like finally, I finished everything at 7.
Left my place at 8.
Slacked at the void deck for awhile before cabbing down to TPY.
Met My BabyPigEggWhiteFattyWinnieThePoohPoison at the control station while Gladys mrt'd back home.
Both of us went to Sg Flyers.
After the ride, my birthday boy ate his 爱心便当 and birthday cake.
He said it was nice!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
And he also said I was very creative with his present so I guess he liked it?
We cabbed down to Haji Lane as he wanted to sheesha.
Left Haji Lane at 2 due to my curfew.
Reached somewhere near my place at 2.15.
Slacked till 2.45 and HSH (:
Called my BabyPigEggWhiteFattyWinnieThePoohPoison when I reached home.
And we chatted till 5.30am.
No doubt, I was dead beat.
Thus, I slept all the way throughout 23rd June.
I was only awake at 10plus.
Cool or what.
Nevertheless,
I did enjoy 22nd of June.

Who wants to buy 4-D?
I've recieved my O levels index number yesterday.
I think my index number this year is kind of sucky.
2025.
I think 0368 sounds so much nicer right?
Go buy 4-D!
Maybe can win leh!
LUCKY LUCKY UH!
Okay, I guess, I am real bored!

Actually, I've got so many things to complete but I just keep procrastinating.
HAHAHA!

Being taken for granted can be a compliment.
It means you’ve become a comfortable, trusted element in another person's life.
So should I be happy about it?

幸福虽然走了. 你要记得你之少还有我. 我不但会紧握拳头把你的伤心都赶走, 我还会一直爱你,关心你, 照顾你, 保护你和守护你. 为了你,就算要付出多惨的代价,受到多少的伤, 只要我能留你在身边, 我什么都愿意 (: 虽然你的心现在有一道墙, 终有一天, 我希望我的爱会把你的悲伤融化而你又会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳. - Sheena Ashley

It's 3am in the morning and I'm tearing )':
因为我发现自己和你的距离.

When I'm with you, I'll make every second count.
Cause I miss you.
Whenever you're not around.

Labels: I tripped on him and fell into love.

If only there's a time machine.
I want to fast forward time to tomorrow.
I miss you so badly.
Don't play with my feelings can?

Wakie at 1pm today.
Ate lunch and watch Boys over flowers at the same time.
Goo Jun Pyo is hot and sweet! (L)
After lunch, prepared and packed my stuff.
Left home at 3pm.
Cab'd down to Junction 8.
Met Hafizah!
We settled down at Kfc.
Had buddy meal (:
After eating, we walked around J8.
I want Sims 3!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, J8 is boring.
So we went Mac for dessert.
After our desert, we walked around J8 again.
While we walked past Food Junction, I saw SH a.k.a Pig!
Texted him and he asked me to meet him.
So after buying Cherilyn and Chermaine's birthday present,
we went over to Food Junction to meet him.
Slacked at there for quite sometime.
At 8pm, Pig's friends and Hafizah headed back home.
While Pig sent me to school.
I went for lesson (Like finally).
Mrs Kim released us late today ):
After lesson, Daddy and Mummy came to fetch me.

To conclude the day:
Imma happy girl today.
And I love my Marie cup (L)

Met Kelly, Chermaine, Han Wei and Lynette for Jap buffet today.
After our makan session, we went Velocity and Square2.
Like what Kelly said at her blog.
We saw Michelle Chia and Shawn.
Ohmygod!
Shawn is effin' hot!
Lynette went back while Chermaine, Kelly and I went Han Wei's house.
His dog is cute!
I can't wait for Daddy to buy me one!
Mahjong'd as we got nothing to do.
HSH at 8plus.

Can me and you stay like this forever?
Though it's so near yet so far.
BUT
The feeling is nice, real nice. (:
Definitely better than before, I LIKE, I LOVE!

I wanna be your BFF!
Nevermind, GFF also not bad liao.
Compare to last time.
LMAO!
Imma happy girl (:

It's alright, It's ok - Ashley Tisdale

Lyrics:
You told me
there's no need
To talk it out
Cause its too late
To proceed
And slowly
I took your words
And Walk Away

No looking back
I wont regret, no
I will find my way
I'm broken
But still I have to say

[Chorus]
It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I wont be sorry
Alright, Ok
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burnt down
I'm stronger now
Alright , Ok
I'm so much better without you
I wont be sorry

You played me
Betrayed me
Your love was nothing but a game
Portrait a role
You took control, I
I couldn't help but fall
So deep
But now I see things clear

[Chorus]

Don't waist you fiction tears on me
Just save them for someone in need
It's way too late
I'm closing the door

Time Check: 11.20pm
Just got my ass back home (:
Kelly came over around 3plus.
Slacked till 5plus.
We bused down to Junction 8.
Walked around while waiting for her friends.
We caught Night At The Museum 2 (Like Finally)
After the movie, we mrted to Amk.
All of us besides Han Wei had our dinner there.
Slacked at the food court after we finished our dinner.
At around 10.30pm, we left cause the food court was closing.
Bused home with Kelly.

I can see myself looking on the bright side of life.
I can see myself moving on.
Anyway, it is not my lost.
It's my gain.
I am better off without you and that's so true (:

Goo Jun Pyo is my ultimate Loverboy.
(L).(L)

Today was fun!
Chermaine and Kelly came over to my place.
Too bad, Cherilyn couldn't make it cause it was her 17 monthsary.
Nevermind, there's always a next time. (:
One day, we should have a girls day out.
Perhaps, when Kelly and I have money.
So four of us can go shopping together!

WARNING!

Heavy Image Post!

Some pictures are taken with Kelly on the 30th May (:

Hopefully, the pictures will spice up my blog.

Adios! (:

Mug like how you did for N's.
Use that same motivation.
It will definitely get you there.
Be it NYP or RP, it will be waiting for you.
You know you can't afford to fail.
If not you will be slapping your own mouth (in Chinese).
Oral, next month.
It's time to hit the books and tune in to the exam mode.
Add oil! Add oil!

Labels: Self-note

Met Liang Hao at 3pm today.
Accompanied him to get his testimonial at Bowen.
After which we slacked at Hans Brother.
Waited for Jason Goh for quite sometime.
Went over to Houg Point.
Bought my screen protector.
Kah Jing came to meet us.
The four of us went to meet Jackson at his block downstairs.
We walked over to Buangkok.
Soon Christopher biked over and meet us.
Since the rest had started playing.
Christopher chatted with me while waiting for his turn.
I wanna learn basketball!
So I can play with them instead of sitting there and looking at them play.
You will not know how boring I am though it is nice looking at them play.
I went home around 8plus.
Even though in my heart, I wanted to stay longer.
I was feeling really terrible and I do not want to break down in front of them.
Thus, I decided to go home.
When I reached home, I went to my room immediately and I broke down.
Alot of mixed emotions.
I'm glad I felt much better after chatting with Mummy.

It is not easy to be who we are today.
I won't let affection ruin our friendship once again (: